Damn :roll: ,i dont even want to think about the extent to which that probably describes my current situation.I wanted to already BE there, not have to learn. I wanted to BE a successful writer, not have to build a career as one. I wanted to conduct seminars and have people enthralled by my expertise (pause to laugh at me on this board, huh? lol)...but I didn't want to go to college to slowly work my way up to actually being a scholar.
I wanted my dreams fulfilled NOW, without the drudgery of boring daily laying of one brick on top of another (which is in reality, the only way ANYthing is built).
And if I could not have my dreams magically fulfilled? I'd settle for just fantasizing about everything.