Dude, you are traumatizing yourself and no disrespect to you and others here, but I notice that a lot of depressed peeps here also tend to post depressing songs, videos and images (profile pics, etc) This will NOT help your cause. This is a form of self-defeat, admitting to a crime you didn't commit!
You are not alright...I can tell. I'm not gonna lie here and paint you butterflies. The road you have traveled has been shitty but guess what? You did 2 years!
2 freaking years! It takes a strong mind to endure that much and so I believe you can do the same and channel that fortitude and resiliency toward something positive.
What have you tried?
Supplements, activities, meds, etc?
Reply when you can.
p.s Looks to me like you are spiritual, so let me give you some consolidating words regarding the soul.
YOU DID NOT LOSE YOUR SOUL! Your soul is with you, it is in fact why you were able to endure this crap. Your soul is hurt, yes, but not as hurt as you, your mind...your body.
It is the soul -- the spirit that will guide you back and shake you off this nightmare. BUT you must believe, since if you believe in souls then believe the maker, the one that breathed that into you, gave you an indestructible essence and in times of true peril it will guide you.
You are not alright...I can tell. I'm not gonna lie here and paint you butterflies. The road you have traveled has been shitty but guess what? You did 2 years!
2 freaking years! It takes a strong mind to endure that much and so I believe you can do the same and channel that fortitude and resiliency toward something positive.
What have you tried?
Supplements, activities, meds, etc?
Reply when you can.
p.s Looks to me like you are spiritual, so let me give you some consolidating words regarding the soul.
YOU DID NOT LOSE YOUR SOUL! Your soul is with you, it is in fact why you were able to endure this crap. Your soul is hurt, yes, but not as hurt as you, your mind...your body.
It is the soul -- the spirit that will guide you back and shake you off this nightmare. BUT you must believe, since if you believe in souls then believe the maker, the one that breathed that into you, gave you an indestructible essence and in times of true peril it will guide you.
