[Krob216]

I should of never did that much MDMA. I don't know what to know. Its been 3 months and no improvement. I have thoughts about dying but I wanna live, I want to see my son grow up. Its so hard man. This medication is making it worse. I'm on Abilify and it seems like its making it worse. I'm going to see if I can get an MRI because something else is going on. I shouldn't feel this spaced out

 

[LearnToSwim]

I know that feeling all to well.

If I could go back and change November 25th 2016, I'd do it in a heartbeat. Everyday I think of how I could have stopped this torture.

 

[LearnToSwim]

True, time2wakeup. I had small glances of DPDR in the weeks leading up to the weed panic attack that caused this. In these small glances I was able to pull myself out of it. I just checked those small instances off as lost in thought, but now I realise it was semi-DP states.