I truly need to get better ASAP. My dreams are coming true and this has been ruining it how can something just come into my life one day and ruin everything Iv worked for and wanted ? I need to get better for myself and my baby. Iv been threw this and I thought the hardest part of my life was over. I was truly happy about everything, the simplest things I appreciated. A couple weeks of anxiety and I’m back in hell ? I feel like my soul was taken from my body. I need a miracle. Or is my luck up because Iv gotten out before already ? I hate that we have no answers or time frame. No one cares about a cold because they know it will go away, if someone could just fucking tell us when we would be better then we could live so much easier but for some horrible reason, no one knows anything about this disgusting problem I need to get better, for me, my life and my baby.