I hate that this is somehow so unknown to even doctors. I constantly need reassurance but getting it from random people on the internet just isn't enough for my mind, for me to except. People on here just don't know for sure what it is/how to fix it/why it happens. I feel like we stuck to something and went with it, I hope that's not the case but how do we know when medical professionals don't even know enough about it. I ask them if it will get better and all Iv ever gotten back was "that's the hope". Honestly who knows if I even have this? Both times Iv had this I snapped out of it, it didn't slowly get better but that's not what a lot of people say happens to them, which confuses and scares me more. I wish It would slowly get better honestly because at least Id know it will go away and I'm working towards an actual recovery. Why do people have it for a week and some for 12-20 years ? Makes absolutely no sense.
I'm on medication and my depression and anxiety is getting better but my derealization vision/full head/tired eyes/motivation/disconnection from people and this is still the exact same. Last time this happened it went away right when I started feeling better on medication. Also it's never better or worse, it's always the exact same and never goes away. I don't know I just don't see how I can be like this for almost 4 months straight, I can't live like this for a lot longer. Something this bad needs to be more known and understood by doctors. I need reassurance, I need help and I need to get rid of this torture.
Please if you have had this for years do not respond with how long you have had this, it scares the shit out of me and doesn't help my anxiety that this causes. I need reassurance, I need this gone. This site definitely doesn't help unfortunately. You want to come on here for that reassurance but then you just see horror stories that make you feel worse.
I'm on medication and my depression and anxiety is getting better but my derealization vision/full head/tired eyes/motivation/disconnection from people and this is still the exact same. Last time this happened it went away right when I started feeling better on medication. Also it's never better or worse, it's always the exact same and never goes away. I don't know I just don't see how I can be like this for almost 4 months straight, I can't live like this for a lot longer. Something this bad needs to be more known and understood by doctors. I need reassurance, I need help and I need to get rid of this torture.
Please if you have had this for years do not respond with how long you have had this, it scares the shit out of me and doesn't help my anxiety that this causes. I need reassurance, I need this gone. This site definitely doesn't help unfortunately. You want to come on here for that reassurance but then you just see horror stories that make you feel worse.
