[Ezeh Stanley]

As a kid I always think about the Essence of life. I never wanted to think about it but it just comes on its own send sends great fear down my spine after I remember that life has no meaning. This incidents occurs occasionally but on 6th of February I slept and woke up to discover that everything about me has changed. I can't really feel myself and see humans as robots, am always imagining what forms human. Every morning when I wake up I normally have panic attacks and I will be shaking.
Currently am on mirtazapine, lamotrigine and quetiapine prescribed by a psychiatric doctor.
It's keeps me calm but the thoughts have refused to go away. I have heard of the magic mushroom, can that cure this or should I continue with the meds?
I really want to be free and go back to my normal life.

 

[Respekta]

Tomorrow for the 1st time I will take some meds, how long did they take for you to work? And did you have side effects?

 

[Ezeh Stanley]

It worked after a day, at least I was able to sleep and not having racing heart. Although every morning I normally have this bad feeling that I will never be OK and that pisses me off