Hey,i'm new around here. My name is Lucy and i'm a mexican girl. Idk where my dpdr comes, maybe is trauma over two bad trips (i don't considera them as "traumatic", my therapist says that is HPPD but i don't think so. I'm afraid of hurting myself, of losing reality, of being like this for ever, my parents does'nt know anything cause they blame me for " spending too much time on my phone" they don't understand and I feel alone. I just want hope, solutions and someone to talk that has been trought the same, please. This fees like shit all the time, even at night.