I just miss it. My DP/DR is only getting more intense and is killing my pesonality and memory day by day. I feel like a dead corpse drifting around, only functionating by "extrovated" thinking and socializing, to not completely destroy myself. I forgot everything that i loved or i just can't temporarily do them, because of this disgusting permanent sensation. A day ist not what i used to be. It's just like the nightmares i have in sleep, just continue, only more unreal and with some heavy tunnel vison. The time goes so fast by becaue of the DP/DR, its just gotten completely worthless me. I sometimes even forget, that i have heands and feets. And when i look at them, they look like in a 20 year old video game. Even hearing music has gotten terrible. The hearing sensivity and this weird unreal feeling of the voices/intrumentals are unenjoyable. Sounds like broken old radio to me. My appartment just looks totally weird, unfamiliar, plastic, 2D. Even if i live since 10 years there. I just wanna get my old life back Play video games, listen to music, meet with friends,1oo% real and grounded ......