board,
i dont know if you guys experience this, but it feels like i have no emotions at all. i miss them so much. i am dp/dred 24/7 and miss what it feels like to feel things for real. the worst is seeing something that would normally make you so happy, but you just sort of acknowledge that feeling and thus cant truly experience it.
hearing music that im supposed to like, but dont. im sulking and am going to catch myself and stop... i just wonder if people on the board deal with this.
this is one the worst parts of dp for me. after 3 years, all the visual distortions dont bother me. but living without emotions, its just hard when you are waiting to feel something every day and it never comes.
blake
i dont know if you guys experience this, but it feels like i have no emotions at all. i miss them so much. i am dp/dred 24/7 and miss what it feels like to feel things for real. the worst is seeing something that would normally make you so happy, but you just sort of acknowledge that feeling and thus cant truly experience it.
hearing music that im supposed to like, but dont. im sulking and am going to catch myself and stop... i just wonder if people on the board deal with this.
this is one the worst parts of dp for me. after 3 years, all the visual distortions dont bother me. but living without emotions, its just hard when you are waiting to feel something every day and it never comes.
blake