The last months my dp/dr is not so bad, I can again do a lot of things, I have mainly problems in other things though, but that has nothing to do with dp/dr. But although dp/dr doesn't torment me much at this moment, I still have sudden attacks and I find myself slipping quite often. I can life with it if it really needs to, I have lived most of my life in this way. But what really bothers me, is that I feel so alone with my dp/dr. No one in my area will ever understand what I really feel, even my psychologist considers it just as anxiety because she doesn't understand dp/dr. And everyone thinks that I'm ok now that I can again do most things, but actually I'm not. In my dp/dr moments I feel so hopeless and alone and no one can help me and that scares me. I feel so bad by the thought that I will live like this forever, that I will forever be alone with my feelings, and that I will never be able to tell somebody how I really feel.
I know exactly what you mean. I pretty much gave up on explaining it to people cause they seem to think i'm mad. Actually no, most of them change the freaking topic not even giving me a chance to talk about it. What really sucks is that people tend to forget i'm going through this stuff.. If I smile theyll be like oh wow your all better right?? Like fuck you had to remind me lol.
Anyways if you ever need someone to talk to feel free to message me. I know how lonely this shit can be/is.
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