So lets not bore you with the backstory cause its really long and just me trying to understand what was happening to me. The main thing here is that I wanted to see if anyone on here had the same problem as me and can give me some really needed advice on how to help myself with this. So I feel like I m looking at my body from a different place. Let me explain, my body is on planet Earth surrounded by objects and people, in time and space. But my mind is on some other place, it feels like my mind and my soul are not connected to my body and are just looking at it from some other place. I dont find myself being present in reality, in a place, lost the conception of time, just living in my head, living in an other place watching my body go through life in the real world while I m somewhere else. Its really annoying as I dont feel anything basically, I m not living life the normal way, i get really tired, really quick and if I do anything that demands some form of thinking it gets really really hard to breathe. This has affected my life very much to an extreme point and I dont know how to make it stop. I came close to getting in touch with my body a couple months back and I felt something just eating me out from the inside, the feeling was the most terrible feeling I ever felt, anything that happened hurt me, it was like something eating out my soul from the inside. So my body quickly returned to this state of mind since I didnt wanted to feel like that. Its really hard for me to go through life at this point, I cant explain to anyone as to how Im feeling since they dont understand me. My parents are bashing me about how my grades have fallen in school but dont understand that this problem is the cause for it. Went to numerous of doctors,some licensed other perform like some weird stuff I cant quite explain, nothing helped. Thats why Im reaching out to you guys, if somebody has experienced anything like this and has some tips on how to overcome it let me know please. Any help is welcomed, Im in desperate need of it.