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Hi, kids. I haven't posted in a long time because I felt that I no longer had the right to after making a complete fool of myself (I'm very sorry for that one post, I don't know why I felt I had any right to do what I did).
But, I've come to tell you that in about 2 1/2 weeks, I'll be going to a program at Yale University to help children and teenagers with mental disorders (mainly schizophrenia, but they want me to come in anyway). The first day it will be a 3-hour long interview with a psychologist, and then they will tell me if they can help me or not.
I've been doing a lot of soul searching in the past few weeks/months, and I have realized that my DP/DR is trauma induced, and I only felt that I had it since I was a baby because I have Asperger's, and I felt that I was outside of the world a lot of time, which also was a underlying cause for my DP/DR/DDNOS.
But anyway, back to the program which I will be attending. I'm not entirely sure about the whole thing, but God I hope they can help me; I had a total nervous breakdown yesterday and I couldn't stop screaming and talking to myself.
I think I have a 50/50 chance of being hospitalized again, but I don't really mind the idea. The last time I was there, I was very closed-minded, and I did not want anyone prowling around my childhood/personal life, and therefore I recived no help.
So, I will be studied, and I may possibly be able to get some help. I had the urge to post this, I'm unsure why, but I did.
I haven't wanted to get better as much as I do now.
But, I've come to tell you that in about 2 1/2 weeks, I'll be going to a program at Yale University to help children and teenagers with mental disorders (mainly schizophrenia, but they want me to come in anyway). The first day it will be a 3-hour long interview with a psychologist, and then they will tell me if they can help me or not.
I've been doing a lot of soul searching in the past few weeks/months, and I have realized that my DP/DR is trauma induced, and I only felt that I had it since I was a baby because I have Asperger's, and I felt that I was outside of the world a lot of time, which also was a underlying cause for my DP/DR/DDNOS.
But anyway, back to the program which I will be attending. I'm not entirely sure about the whole thing, but God I hope they can help me; I had a total nervous breakdown yesterday and I couldn't stop screaming and talking to myself.
I think I have a 50/50 chance of being hospitalized again, but I don't really mind the idea. The last time I was there, I was very closed-minded, and I did not want anyone prowling around my childhood/personal life, and therefore I recived no help.
So, I will be studied, and I may possibly be able to get some help. I had the urge to post this, I'm unsure why, but I did.
I haven't wanted to get better as much as I do now.
