[coolwhip27]

I just realized that I’ve gotten so used to this feeling of being on autopilot that I can hardly tell it’s there anymore. What the fuck am I? My OCD tries to keep itself from contradiction, making my own thoughts robotish, when deep inside I’m just a person who just wants to feel alive again.

 

[retrobot]

I wish I can get used to or become desensitised to it that it becomes a background thing, it’s constantly in my face.

I know they’re both torture — but damn I wish I was on your boat as bad as it sounds.

wishing you well!

 

[coolwhip27]

I wish I can get used to or become desensitised to it that it becomes a background thing, it’s constantly in my face.

I know they’re both torture — but damn I wish I was on your boat as bad as it sounds.

wishing you well!

Thanks, but when I realize it’s there I try to overcome it too. No rest for me either.