Lately, I've felt pretty good. My depression is pretty minimal. Mostly because I'm reading again, staying busy, and exercising. It feels good to try and lead a normal life. It's just, I still feel a little out of it, a little not like myself, still no emotions, bad memory, and bad (but better) concentration. I feel I'm either recovering or getting used to it... It's frustrating not knowing. How much longer? If I am recovering, there's been no improvement for awhile except for the depression lifting due to Lexapro. Anybody with experience? Is this even DR? I feel like I have brain damage or that my neurotransmitters are so out of whack, ill never feel normal again... Just please tell me it sounds like DR and please tell me it sounds like I'm making some progress in recovery. And PLEASE tell me this shit goes away. I've lost 7 months of my life to this.