i feel a rush of myriad emotions

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flowingly

Discussion Starter · Sep 1, 2005

right now, i feel what seems like countless emotions, all going on at once. i laugh while i cry, i'm scared but feel comforted, i feel pain and i feel nothing, blah blah blah. million thoughts through my head every minute, million different emotions, all at once. i'm overwhelmed. i try to distract myself by watching tv, but it's like they're all puppets. dance, puppets...dance. where's the puppet-master, has he forgotten about his puppets, i feel unplayed with, like the puppetmaster has me stored. i observe. i feel special, i feel alienated. i feel love, and i feel hatred of intense epic proportion. i feel crazy, i want to laugh at myself. i feel watched, i feel like i'm watching. i feel alone, but i feel like there are others with me in my room.

smile and show no emotion, smile and show no emotion

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Scattered

· #4 · Sep 1, 2005

Been there. Might be visiting again soon.

Sorry to hear you're going through this. I felt like I was going to die but it all eventually evened out and I was alright. I believe I have cycles of intense anxiety and then calmness. I'm hoping that you will be coming out of this soon, just hang in there.

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Scattered

· #6 · Sep 2, 2005

I'm going to be looking into support groups for anxiety and depression. I also feel extremely lonely in my experiences. Reading info online is really the only way I realize that others are going through what I'm going through.
I'll see what I can find and if it helps.

I would suggest you look into therapy if you can afford it. It helps to have someone to listen to you.

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