[whiterabbit]

if i have dp anymore. All I do know is that I feel empty all the time and constantly preoccupied with it and not really there - my mind is not not really 'in' my movements or what I am doing. I also know that the words I have used to describe it - detached, empty, blank, android, zombie, no feelings, no thoughts, disconnected - are all words that people have used to describe dp and when I first came to this site that made such a big connection with me, because no other descriptions of any other mental states (depression/psychosis etc) had matched my own so closely. So I must assume this is dp, although my mind is telling me its not..

 

[yesemina]

Who knows. I am confused as well. I try not to visit this site because I don't want to go back into thinking about what happened, but all in all, I don't really understand it. I don't mind DP states, the problem for me is in the anxiety, ever since I had my attack. But DP states alone (*without* anxiety) never were really a problem for me. I've always sort of felt detached and disconnected, in fact, because I was always leading a relatively solitary life where I could withdraw into my own mind and understand things with a higher awareness. But, I just don't know.