[Steff]

Does anybody else just feel like they'll never even be able to tell when they get better? I don't know what it is but I just feel like after feeling like this and seeing the world like this I'll never be able to unsee it. I question life so much now, like what is this that I'm seeing, why do people do the things they do?? It makes me feel like I'm losing my grip on reality and I'm afraid eventually all this thinking will just make me go insane. I feel insane already for thinking I'm not alive or real when I am. I'm just so sick of it, why do we have to suffer with this. I used to have such a normal life I never questioned life, I just lived and loved it. Now I'm just terrified of life, myself, and the future. To be honest I don't even see myself having a future. Is this the depression part of it? I'm just having a really shitty day today, someone help please

 

[alnadine20]

oh, you'll know when it's over. when i repersonalized a few months ago, my perception of reality was very different: the world was way more 3D, colors brighter, i "recognized"/connected to my reflection, my internal monologue turned back on, etc - HUGE difference

how did u depersonalize? Like how did it happen? Was it just a moment the fog lifted?

 

[Steff]

That's so interesting but scary. So did you feel like you were alive again or felt like your old self?

 

[Thisisnotlife]

i think it just depends on human and what has happened to them.. some recover easier. i just have gone so down with this that i dont see anyway out. i was anyway in bad state before this. so it means somethig so big should happen me order to get back to life.