[yoloking123]

I smoked weed again with someone of course cuz i definitely cant do it by myself. Yesterday was fine i had a little bit of anxiety here and there but then the next day which is today i smoked again and did my best not to panic. Because if i would have panicked my friend prolly would have laughed at me and called me a pussy but i kept the panic to myself and was just telling myself its all in my head and its my dp just going berserk. We all should know this by now but marijuana definitly adds fuel to the fire so just stay the fuck away from it. I feel bad that i did. I woke up one morning and was like fuck it im gonna buy some weed today boy was i stupid. Bottom line dont smoke it you will just panic. I have a terrible headache rn. But not to say dp doesnt give me headaches it does. But this one is from the pot that i smoked. Dont do it people. I bet were all scared this motherfucking condition will never go away but fuck that it will idc wtf i have to do ill do it. Most likely my anxiety is going to be really bad for a couple days but ill deal with it cuz im a soldier. Were all soldiers if we are dealing with this condition and this is FACTS. I love everyone of you that shares this feeling of DP/DR with me. We will get out someday.

 

[herecomesthesun]

I understand how you feel, all my friends are major potheads and ALWAYS have to smoke every time we hang out so I sometimes feel I need to as well so I'm not "that guy". I don't really know if it makes it worse or not but my DP/DR was induced by an edible so I pretty much have decided to quit it completely. Almost every high I have is a bad high so I just see no reason in continuing it if it makes me feel worse. I always wanted to like weed but it's just never mixed well with me unfortunately, I've since grown a hatred for it too in a way because of what it did to me. Stay strong.