Depersonalization Support Forum banner
1 - 2 of 2 Posts

·
Registered
Joined
·
143 Posts
Im so done with fighting. Im done trying. I dont want to be here and i havent for a while. This is kinda venty more than anything. I feel like im never going to regain my emotions in a healthy way and i basically dont even want to right now. Im just so tired. I dont think im cut out for this life thing anymore. life makes literally no sense to me. I try and try and try to feel and act normal and say things i usually would but it doesnt help. The only thing different now is i dont feel anxiety over this anymore. I just dont feel anything and i dont want to feel good now, i just wish i wasnt here. I do stuff all day that makes me feel positive in a certain way, like say drawing something funny(im a cartoon artist) but the feeling it provokes i no longer crave and i havent been able to for a long time, i just do it to see if ill feel differently and to get a sense of normalcy. I dont even see a point to liking things or wanting things even. Things make no sense
 

·
Registered
Joined
·
143 Posts
Discussion Starter · #3 ·
I am so sorry to hear this, I am totally in the same boat as you. And have exhausted so many options. I am looking at seeing a neurologist but even that I see as pointless really. I am trying to microdose magic mushrooms once again but who knows if that will help

I try to make routines and things that may benefit my mental health and health more generally, but when I dont feel anything and am just exhausted all the time that is just not possible. All it ever seems to do is make me more tired than anything else with minimal benefit. People really dont seem to get it either, they just think I dont care or ignore people on purpose when I am just exhausted and zoned out.
Yeah, exactly the same except microdosing mushrooms. I just dont want to do, be, or feel anything anymore.
 
1 - 2 of 2 Posts
This is an older thread, you may not receive a response, and could be reviving an old thread. Please consider creating a new thread.
Top