i am a robot

i have turned cold hearted, i am a robot, no longer do i have any emotions about anyone or anything. this is defintely the most horrible thing to go through. i know i'm on meds for depression and they could be doing this, but b4 this happended i was such a caring, loving, fun, sensitive, emotional person and the past 2 years didn't have any anxiety or panic attacks, and now i'm stuck i'm a complete world of nothingness. not able to feel my own body and totally numb and not feeling alive at all. i feel no pain or pleasure and my smiles are mainly fake, because i don't feel it deep inside me, and laughter is few and far in between. i really cannot stand living like this anymore, but for some reason i don't feel sad or anxious. I just feel hopeless i guess. i'm certainly not happy or excited about anything, so i guess i'm basically just a human robot.