At school and at home I always got alot of shit for behaving badly. There were so many times where i was scared of coming home because I knew my mother would yell at me because of the shit i did at school. And I always ended up in the same situations because that is the person i recognized myself as. I always think everyone hates me. I remember my childhood was quite chaotic at times, my mother screamed at me, I screamed back. And my father would force me in my room He was physical at times, but i think I deserved it. I have alwsy heard i was a difficult kid when I was younger. I never really had normal conversations with my mom. It was always me being mad at her and she being mad at me. He was physical at times. And i couldnt talk to my parents about my feeling because of that. When something happened in my life (emotionally) never talked to my mom or dad about it. I always wonder at the cause is. Do you think this could have contributed to the development of dpd.