Wow, that's a lot of questions in a short post.
I'm not there myself, but what I am hoping for is that, if I ever get out of this, I will have the brainpower to figure out some of these problems, like the unemployment and debt. Losing friends is always hard and often permanent, but I also hope that one day I will be able to make new and better friends.
As to other people thinking you are "weird", etc., the best advice I can offer is to just embrace that perception, and own it. Don't try to fight it.
I'm genuinely curious about this "pointless relationship" you had, and why it was so bad, or what made it "pointless" in your eyes?
I'm not there myself, but what I am hoping for is that, if I ever get out of this, I will have the brainpower to figure out some of these problems, like the unemployment and debt. Losing friends is always hard and often permanent, but I also hope that one day I will be able to make new and better friends.
As to other people thinking you are "weird", etc., the best advice I can offer is to just embrace that perception, and own it. Don't try to fight it.
I'm genuinely curious about this "pointless relationship" you had, and why it was so bad, or what made it "pointless" in your eyes?