[divinity09]

my name is blue, i have been aware of my symptoms until 7th grade and it wasnt until three days ago i had other people talk to me about this and have really shed light on this for me. when i first found out it was mainly scary and once i get proffesional help i hope to look more into this.

 

[NoDevils]

What was scary, exactly, feeling depersonalization or learning what it is?

 

[divinity09]

learning what it was and me realizing that all of that i had been experiencing and going through. i honestly thought i was crazy. i tried to reach once but the person thought that as well. when i first learned about it, it was a lot to process.

 

[NoDevils]

Depersonalization can be scary for sure. I felt a lot better after learning what depersonalization is and that there's a term for it.

 

[divinity09]

yea it does feel reliving once learning what it is but i also partially nearly shut down

 

[NoDevils]

If you're still going to school or work or have plans to go back then you're very strong. It's also a positive sign that you're looking for help. Remember that wellbeing is a function of the whole community, so don't be afraid to go to a mentor, pastor, or very good friend to help boost your spirits. Keep up the good work.

 

[divinity09]

thank you, it means a lot