Ive been steuggling nonstop with a flurry of problems. Imscared of going outside cuz I feel a range ofthings make me uneasy. Everything's so negative, literally every single thing idontknow where to even start. I dont go outside much mostly because I fear voming into contact with people, I dont know. Lives just a bunch of gatble and literally nothins man in any sense to me. There's people with difficulties, then there's me. Writing this alone was thehardest thing ever.