Sounds like you got a panic attack from the thought of being in front of millions of people on TV 
Anyway - finding meds to help with DP/DR is tricky. I am on 20mg of Paxil a day, and at times use 1 mg of Ativan during the severe stress occassions. What I have noticed is the following:
1. Ativan helps the most with my DR, but does nothing for my DP
2. Paxil is great to stabilize my mood and lower my overall anxiety, but also does nothing for my DP.
I would take this question to a qualified psychiatrist. Remember, everyone reacts differently to medication, so even though Paxil does almost nothing for my DP, it may do wonders for you.
On a positive note - it sounds as though you are not letting this disorder lick ya. You went to a TV show taping, which shows you are able to try and go out and have a good time. Keep the faith.
Anyway - finding meds to help with DP/DR is tricky. I am on 20mg of Paxil a day, and at times use 1 mg of Ativan during the severe stress occassions. What I have noticed is the following:
1. Ativan helps the most with my DR, but does nothing for my DP
2. Paxil is great to stabilize my mood and lower my overall anxiety, but also does nothing for my DP.
I would take this question to a qualified psychiatrist. Remember, everyone reacts differently to medication, so even though Paxil does almost nothing for my DP, it may do wonders for you.
On a positive note - it sounds as though you are not letting this disorder lick ya. You went to a TV show taping, which shows you are able to try and go out and have a good time. Keep the faith.