Hi im new to this board, my names Shawn and i had some questions that i was wandering if anyone could answer.......... i goto a mental health place were i have a counseler that i talk to once a month and ive been diagnosed with depression, derealization, and anxiety, im taking 30mg of paxil a day now since i tried to kill my self a couple months ago with 20 20mg paxils and 8 nyquil gelcaps. but what i wanted to ask you is if anyone knows exactly what this is, its like when ever i go outside and walk anywere or do anything it feels like i have a big cloud of fog in my head, or like im on some kind of drug but im not it just seems like everything is not there, and i dont show emotions anymore towards my family or anyone really, i have pretty bad memory for being only 22, i sometimes cant remember alot of things or if i took my medicine that day. i havent been into drugs a whole lot ive done acid twice in my life and smoked weed thats it, my anxiety did come from the weed i know sometimes i could get high and enjoy it other times i would just wig out or thing i was gonna die (this was before the depression). and when i took acid both times i was tripping by myself for 8 hours and the walls were melting, and i was tasting colors and stuff but i didnt flip out at all like i did when i had smoked weed, i was fine really, does any of this sound like depersonalization or derealization to you or something else? can anyone help me out thanks.....