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Hello I was driving back from dropping off my daughter at school and while I was looking ahead the sky started to turn into this pretty pink and once again I got this terrible feeling like this is all some kind of a dream like I don’t exist. It’s the worst feeling ever and I scare myself even more because I overthink this feeling. It’s been happening for 3 years now ever since I got clean off heroin. Some days are easier and some days are harder. Everytime I try to explain this to my friends or anyone they all look at me like I’m crazy nobody knows what I’m talking about. I’m glad I found this forum because honestly I thought I was the only one… I feel so alone it’s hard for me to make any friends I feel like everyone is judging me it’s hard for me to even have any normal conversation I just always mess up in life.