About six months ago, I made a dumb decision and smoked weed with my friends.i got high and immediately began to panic and had a bad feeling in my body.i asked to be let out of the car and I wanted to walk around to see if it would calm me down. I was in my neighborhood and ended up sitting on a bench, pancking alot and shaking. I began to hallucinate a little about being caught and went home sightly after that. I didn't care about being caught anymore and ran in my house and straight to the bathroom. I then came out and ate some bread to see if it would help me come down from.the high. I still felt that way and fell asleep an hour or two later. I woke up the next day with weird vision and scared as I still felt kinda high. Six months later, I still have weird vision but not as bad. Lights have a glare to them and sometimes I feel like I lost peripheral vision and have tunnel vision at times. My head always hurts, I have pressure in it and a numb feeling on my forehead. My eyes also feel strained and it scares me at times. I also have trouble sleeping and when I close my eyes my eyes seem to move around alot. I'm not sure if it's my eye lids. I am currently on risperdal for this and it doesn't seem to be working. I also had a gene test done and am on methyfolate. If anyone has any insight on why I feel this way please let me know. I have bad anxiety right now and feel like I'm gonna a die sometimes. I would like to see if anyone may know what I can do next. Thank you if you read this.