metaphorically. dark space... a wide empty connection in between myself , glimpes of the me before. how this happened complete loss of everything i knew the sinces that gave me joy about people amd the pride in myself ego to drive, the confidence, puff.. irrated most of the time.cause i know this isnt me, anxiety guessing what people think about me.. flustrated. zombie would be the best way to discribe my personality.most people with dp should be lucky to still have there personality and emotions, powerful things to heal i knew.. connection with yourself is everything important to getting on with your life without it what would u do?.
I feel like iam observing myself and movements. I feel invisible, and very dreamy. Everything is emotionless, and people are just objects. I cannot handle this feeling. When I get confronted by a person my derealization goes beyond anything I can explain. I cry everynight and just want to leave this world. I've lost all hope, and feel so worthless. Nobody around me knows what its like, and can't understand the magnitude of mental torture and stress I endure every day.
Hm, let's see... Everything around me feels like some kind of dream and i don't feel like i'm living anymore.It feels like i'm detached from everyone and everything. I look at my friends, boyfrined, parents... I see them but I don't feel connection with them. Noone understands. I agree with first comment, you feel like zombie. I see peoples faces but it's like I don't really see them. God, it's awful.
Hmmm i feel like im detached with myself, tend to always worry even into small things, feeling empty and emotionless. Feels like you are alone in this world, doesnt think of the future, doesnt feel connected with other peoe and always feeling down.
Thank you all for your participation, continue to feel free to leave comments. I just want to say if anyone needs someone to talk to that I am here. Please do not hesitate to contact me. I experience DP too. I just wanted to get others views.
Its living like everybody else, expected to be as great as them, with a whale on your back. To be immersed in conversation, chilled, while refraining from the whale and the fact that its 26 tons.
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