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Anybody else despise this term? I think it comes from hearing it alot when I was younger and it just sounds so scary. It's not used much anymore in the psych community.(no offense Janine i know it's part of the title to one of your books.) I just hate it. It makes me feel like I have to break apart b-4 I get better again and I don't want to do that. What would it look like? It would be close to how I'm already feeling only I'd finally surrender to the enemy within and run down the streets screaming or hurting myself or somebody else, having to be put in restraints, put in a mental ward. I don't know if I just wish I WOULD go off the deep end or over the edge to get it over with anymore or not. Its like the evil feelings want me to collapse and give in to this madness but I won't//can't stop running. Not really makin it......