My dpdr and anxiety are terrible lately. My brain literally, physically feels ill. Each day I feel like reality gets more and more altered. I have been to the ER and the most they can really do is give me a xanax.. since I don't want to kill myself or anyone else and I'm not hearing/seeing things that aren't there.I feel very down and depressed and completely hopeless. I want to get off all of these meds I'm on because they seem to be making it a lot worse. I see a psychiatrist on Thursday. I've been having vivid dreams every night that feel more real than reality. I can't feel the people around me. I mean, they're there but I just don't FEEL their presence. Do you think it's possible for me to go crazy or die from my medication or just how severe my anxiety is getting? This is the lowest I've ever felt. I've had an EKG and tons of blood work but I'm afraid there's something physically wrong with me brain. I haven't done anything for days because I'm just waiting to die.