I have them too but they became more rare. Sometimes I have the thought that I could stab someone I like, just because there is a knife there. And in several other situations, mostly times where it would be very easy to kill someone. I also have compulsive thoughts about doing sexual stuff to men while having conversations with them, even though I am not even attracted to men. It's just a thought of "I should not, but what if I did??" that goes into "why did I think I should not? Does this mean I want to?".
But they are just thoughts, there are really a lot of people who have them, it's called impulse "phobia". We can worry about why we have these thought, and what it means about us or what we are capable of. But what it means is that we are a bit anxious and human brains are a bit weird. I actually consider those thoughts as normal, personally.
But they are just thoughts, there are really a lot of people who have them, it's called impulse "phobia". We can worry about why we have these thought, and what it means about us or what we are capable of. But what it means is that we are a bit anxious and human brains are a bit weird. I actually consider those thoughts as normal, personally.
