[rob35235]

Hey guys, I don't know what to make of the way I've been feeling for the past couple months, increasingly worse over time it seems. Basically I used to be on the DR-anxiety-agoraphobia-OCD-existential anxiety-insomnia-visual issues spectrum.

Now, it seems like I am just sedated all day...not really depressed, but highly dazed like I'm medicated and buzzing on Benadryl, or have the flu and am just totally groggy. I used to have insomnia...not I just want to sleep all day and have to fight to stay focused. And it's not a natural sleepiness. I really don't even feel anxiety anymore because it's like I'm naturally on a sedative.

And the DR at times is crazy...sometimes I'm feeling like the events in my past were of a different person's experiences.

I don't know...I just feel different and....unsettled. Does anyone else have this sleepy/sedated issue?

 

[Findmywayhome]

No matter how good of a sleep I get (which is never that great) I feel so fatigued. Everything feels sluggish, including myself. I also feel overstimulated all the time, which in turn makes me feel more tired. DPDR is fucked too of course. I feel like im blind but not at the same time, like im only seeing things computationally; but I dont "feel" what im seeing. And hearing is so weird. Sounds seem as obscure and transient as thoughts. I feel cognitively debilitated too.