Just want to say, I feel the same. If i am not Dp'd I am anxious or having a panic attack. ITs awful.
I find myself always on edge now with this Dp/DR thing. I used to have an occasional panic attack, and anxiety usually when expected only mine was more severe. NOW I have anxiety all day everyday with bouts of my questions "what are we, why are we here, are we here, is this a dream, is it all going to just end right now, or maybe it all began just now. blah blah blah the questions go through my head to feed my panic, and when I am feeling temporalily (sp?) "better" I realixe that they are just thoughts. BUT when Im feeling out of it, its so bad, I think Ill stop breathing, or im not here anyway. ITs hard to describe what we all feel. The more I visit this board the more I see we are all so much alike, even in the sense that we try to feel like our symptoms are different from everyone else!
Anyway ive rambled, and im done now!
I find myself always on edge now with this Dp/DR thing. I used to have an occasional panic attack, and anxiety usually when expected only mine was more severe. NOW I have anxiety all day everyday with bouts of my questions "what are we, why are we here, are we here, is this a dream, is it all going to just end right now, or maybe it all began just now. blah blah blah the questions go through my head to feed my panic, and when I am feeling temporalily (sp?) "better" I realixe that they are just thoughts. BUT when Im feeling out of it, its so bad, I think Ill stop breathing, or im not here anyway. ITs hard to describe what we all feel. The more I visit this board the more I see we are all so much alike, even in the sense that we try to feel like our symptoms are different from everyone else!
Anyway ive rambled, and im done now!