[hanginginhere_ramen]

ive gotten really good at managing dpdr, anxiety, and depression in the past few months but it just feels like im going day in day out and all i really look forward to is when i can lay in my bed at the end of the day and watch tv/play video games before i fall asleep. its like nothing really interests me bc it feels like nothing matters and i cant get myself out of my comfort zone. any tips? stuff like solipsism and determinism dont really bug me anymore but it just feels like im existing until i get out of this but i dont really know how to get out of it.