I need to talk with him again in person and make sure I understood him correctly. I will keep you posted. I see him on the 3rd of December (3 days I believe)
Yeah, funny thing is that I cant really put my mind to rest. I always have the thing in the back of my mind reminding me of all things that I have thought, seen, experienced etc. My doc doesn't know the whole deal because a lot of the stuff I brush off as just being thoughts and pseudo hallucinations etc. I always know whats real and what isn't even if it takes a sec to figure it out.Nice that you got reassurance of not having schitzo and can maybe put your mind to rest now
Im s**t scared to start eating ssri's . Citalopram did wonders for my anxiety earlier, I hope the zoloft will make wonders for you too!
If you dont have any benzos, ask the doctor to prescribe them to you so If you get some starting anxiety from the drug you can sometimes take a small amount of something that will calm you down!
I fully understand what you mean, It doesent really matter how much my psychiatrist says that I dont have schitzo (well.. said before I told her about my delusions ) I still think I do.. I had emetophobia (fear of throwing up) for almost a decade starting when I was 8 so I think that my fear of schitzo will be with me for many years even if I dont have it, I have the tendency to get phobias.Yeah, funny thing is that I cant really put my mind to rest. I always have the thing in the back of my mind reminding me of all things that I have thought, seen, experienced etc. My doc doesn't know the whole deal because a lot of the stuff I brush off as just being thoughts and pseudo hallucinations etc. I always know whats real and what isn't even if it takes a sec to figure it out.
Can I ask why you got off of celexa?
I stop taking it because of peer pressure when I got involved in a church. Everyone was all conspiracy theorist and anti big pharma. Anti meds etc... they all said I did not NEED them so I quit cold turkey which is when I noticed things started getting worst. ESPECIALLY dp/dr became noticeable but I was also smoking weed still on occasion. Anyways my mom passed away, I left the church and became completely sober this was about 21 months ago. DP/DR started becoming unbearable and very debilitating as it is now. SOOOO, I think I want to get back on meds but the whole church anti med thing has left a scar on me as I do believe in a creator and the spiritual realm, life after death etc... BUT>> I am getting closer to medsWhy did you stop eating the zoloft?
Im so sorry your mother died in od :/
What is this? Some jolly ole St. Nick giggles or what? LOLhehehehohohohohahahaahhehehehohohohhoahahahahhohoohehhehehahhahahahahahahahahahahohohhohoho
I don't know the science behind it but its certainly due to the intense brain fog/haziness as well as the cartoonish or strange surroundings (more so with derealization) in my opinionWhat I want to know is why the hell does DP cause visual disturbances ??