it feels terrible for me. i fear humans. and doctors feel scary. i cant go to get help because im in total panic/fear. i feel someone is demonic possessing me. someone is torturing me. trying to kill me. but it cannot kill me it can only hurt me. i feel im in under strong spiritual attack. i feel that noone can help me with this because this goes so deep. and is hard to explain. and anyway i feel doctors are robots who say the same things to everyone. they dont know how much im suffering. and they dont believe in this stuff. noone understands. even i dont. all i know is that i feel terrible and like im gonna die soon because these dark forces kill me. i have seen terrible visions and dreams how they come to my familys house and kill me. and my family are not able to do anything because they are so powerfull and many. this is nightmare.