Feeling disconnected from my surroundings is my worst symptom, going outside makes it even worse. I know who I am and what I look like. I can’t think as well or concentrate and my eyes are incredibly tired all of the time but the drunk/drugged feeling is what makes me not want to live. People say to just keep living your life but i can’t. I’m a married pregnant woman who is back at her moms house in a dark room because it’s the only place I feel “comfortable”. If I go anywhere I cry. Iv had this before and honestly it’s scarier the second and third time you get it. It’s not fair and I don’t want to have to live like this again. If I knew when it would end I would feel better but you just don’t.