Thank you.
Privateer, when I exercise, usually, my head spins :| But maybe after exercising for a long period, it will have as effect to get me "amped" (although I don't fully understand what is "amped").
Enigma, there are a few things that scare me to hell (causing STRONG shivering), but after that I can't think of anything else, I go to bed and try to make it go away. However, the "dive" thing sounds nice. I will try to mix it with other things
Bat, what you said is a great approach to get prepared for exams. But I am looking for a way to manage to actually read and understand the text (textbook) that I am reading. However, I owe to say that your approach for getting ready to exams is better than mine, so I will keep yours instead of mine.
Well, maybe some might think the way I do. A good way to demonstrate it is to assume this imaginary conversation with someone:
- What gets you cripled in studying? (someone asks me)
- Lose my motive. (I am answering)
- Why?
- I have no reason to do it or continue it.
- What thoughts come to you when you can't continue?
- That I don't understand what I am reading. That I will never manage to make it. Yet when I am leaving it for later the a thought comes that tells me "it's ok to continue later, you are going to make it later". The next time I pick it up, it's a nightmare.
When I am styding it, I get moments where my mind is totaly blank. Like somone turns off the lights. My mind is a void. Then I get crippled by the fact that I should have progressed more (more pages readed AND learned) than I already did. And continuing feels like futile
And I feel so bad that I can't progress with my studying. It's like having a regular job and be continually off because of a silly excuse. I feel like a looser (someone who isn't worthy). I am reaching the bottom (feelings), but I push on. I continue to read pages, I continue not to understand what I am reading about, and feel more and more bad. In the end, I drop it. I am so disapointed that I will probably go into a depression (when nothing is important, when everything is causing pain) an oblivion vortex will follow.. After one or two hours, I will find my courage back. I will start reading pages again. Of cource, I am still not understanding them So I stop studying, and go and write a bad mark.
Is it because I can't stand failure? Is it because I need an electoshock? (joke).. Is it a personality flaw? Who knows..
After I write at the exams, I get this cheerful tention to read the book. This is crazy.
Ever since I was a kid, I never could complete a task, when I had to. Sometimes I got anxious, sometimes nervous, sometimes I felt it was futile. Haven't found the answer to that yet.
Privateer, when I exercise, usually, my head spins :| But maybe after exercising for a long period, it will have as effect to get me "amped" (although I don't fully understand what is "amped").
Enigma, there are a few things that scare me to hell (causing STRONG shivering), but after that I can't think of anything else, I go to bed and try to make it go away. However, the "dive" thing sounds nice. I will try to mix it with other things
Bat, what you said is a great approach to get prepared for exams. But I am looking for a way to manage to actually read and understand the text (textbook) that I am reading. However, I owe to say that your approach for getting ready to exams is better than mine, so I will keep yours instead of mine.
Well, maybe some might think the way I do. A good way to demonstrate it is to assume this imaginary conversation with someone:
- What gets you cripled in studying? (someone asks me)
- Lose my motive. (I am answering)
- Why?
- I have no reason to do it or continue it.
- What thoughts come to you when you can't continue?
- That I don't understand what I am reading. That I will never manage to make it. Yet when I am leaving it for later the a thought comes that tells me "it's ok to continue later, you are going to make it later". The next time I pick it up, it's a nightmare.
When I am styding it, I get moments where my mind is totaly blank. Like somone turns off the lights. My mind is a void. Then I get crippled by the fact that I should have progressed more (more pages readed AND learned) than I already did. And continuing feels like futile
And I feel so bad that I can't progress with my studying. It's like having a regular job and be continually off because of a silly excuse. I feel like a looser
(someone who isn't worthy). I am reaching the bottom (feelings), but I push on. I continue to read pages, I continue not to understand what I am reading about, and feel more and more bad. In the end, I drop it. I am so disapointed that I will probably go into a depression (when nothing is important, when everything is causing pain) an oblivion vortex will follow.. After one or two hours, I will find my courage back. I will start reading pages again. Of cource, I am still not understanding them So I stop studying, and go and write a bad mark.Is it because I can't stand failure? Is it because I need an electoshock? (joke).. Is it a personality flaw? Who knows..
After I write at the exams, I get this cheerful tention to read the book. This is crazy.
Ever since I was a kid, I never could complete a task, when I had to. Sometimes I got anxious, sometimes nervous, sometimes I felt it was futile. Haven't found the answer to that yet.
