Fun?

Ok... it's Halloween. I'm bored. I am drinking ALONE once again. No work tomorrow so I can drink. I am always alone. And I realize now... well I used to say my DP was so much worse the day after drinking, but now it's like that everday... weird. I no longer have to take a xanax the day after a night of drinking. Everyone else seems to be doing interesting things... going somewhere. But all I do is sit here at home. Most of my "friends" are male so it's kind of an ordeal when I try to hang out with people. Well I don't mean to whine... I just have to communicate with someone/something I guess. So anyway... what do you guys do for fun? I don't seem to enjoy much of anything anymore.