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i can't live like this. this is bull. i think mornings are worse but every day is bad. i feel like very much like air today, totally weightless, without any body parts. seriously baffled me how i can't feel any part of my body as if it were made of air. i don't know how i walk when i can't feel the ground. my head feels like its not there. i don't get this. nothing feels attached. i just want to wake up some day feeling good. i don't even know if this is dp. its like i have nothing seriously. like no legs, feet, arms, hands, head, back, stomach, nothing. i don't get it. no skin either, it doesn't even seem like i have muscles. i also feel like i don't have a mind, that i'm just walking around doin nothing, every day wanting this to end. having no control, feeling dead, really like i don't exist. there isn't any meaning anymore to anything. i used to love the colors of the leaves in the fall, now i could care less. i just want my body back, mind, emotions, reality, life back. i feel like everything has been taken away from me. i feel like myself is gone,.
