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my little dance with tricylics is over. it made my heart go nuts and one of them made me paranoid again for the first time in a really long time ,,like questioning if shit was really happening which i hadn't done in forever. i dont know if it was going off the drug befor that ,which i think helped a lot but it was going to give me a frigin heart attack, i think going off that drug i just got to rediscover moments of insanity and i dont like it. is this really happening , is this really happening, how do i know if this is really happening. how does a person end up like this? i should write a book about the life in my head, that person is a friggin fruit cake, i'll tell you about her sometime.