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my little dance with tricylics is over. it made my heart go nuts and one of them made me paranoid again for the first time in a really long time ,,like questioning if shit was really happening which i hadn't done in forever. i dont know if it was going off the drug befor that ,which i think helped a lot but it was going to give me a frigin heart attack, i think going off that drug i just got to rediscover moments of insanity and i dont like it. is this really happening , is this really happening, how do i know if this is really happening. how does a person end up like this? i should write a book about the life in my head, that person is a friggin fruit cake, i'll tell you about her sometime.

 

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my little dance with tricylics is over. it made my heart go nuts and one of them made me paranoid again for the first time in a really long time ,,like questioning if sh*t was really happening which i hadn't done in forever. i dont know if it was going off the drug befor that ,which i think helped a lot but it was going to give me a frigin heart attack, i think going off that drug i just got to rediscover moments of insanity and i dont like it. is this really happening , is this really happening, how do i know if this is really happening. how does a person end up like this? i should write a book about the life in my head, that person is a friggin fruit cake, i'll tell you about her sometime.

Anti-depressants raise serotonin, I think. Which I compare with boosting emotions up. I think that can be important.. I think any benifit gained from Psych drugs, happen by accident, if they have "sedating" affects, which calm your nerves (by default) or if the one you're on "accidently" lowers your adrenaline/panic rushes which might contribute.
I think, it's accidently "sedating" you, or lowering chemicals responsible for "anxiety" rushes which those drugs do "by de.fau.lt".

I thin.k you had a chemica.l "im.balan.ce" (i.n a.n un.hel.p.ful. sen.se), f.rom. you.r drug.
T.ha.t.s i.t