Can't believe this, I did think about same things over and over this last summer, it was all dp dr speak now I see. I never felt love, now I see. Never felt excited, now I see. Guys you gotta find deep relaxation/ deep healing, homeostasis, hypnotherapy sessions. You cannot believe how much that heals you, everyone listen to me, its not snakes-oil man here. I found out that all these are happening because of over active dp dr brain, you cannot win against it with force, Now I see my all triggers when I'm calm, this is the worst thing of the world. You need rest, check out for floating too. I suggest everyone to search for calming hypno therapy and start trying it.