i know your pain. Last week i came off of the flu myself after having it for 3 weeks straight. It was pure hell for me, i never went that deep (emotionally and mentally) as i did during the flu. I hadn't experienced extreme anxiety and panic attacks since half a year, but it all came back during those days.
I can only say that you have to go through it. I thought the end was near just like you, but i feel a lot better right now.
Hang in there
I can only say that you have to go through it. I thought the end was near just like you, but i feel a lot better right now.
Hang in there