I realized today, in all my evilness and/or dp, that it is incredibly difficult for me to conceive of active thought within another person.
I'm so fucking self absorbed I don't even ask myself what another person might be thinking. It seems the only monitoring I do socially is evaluating how I might come across.
I don't think 'a leads to b' I suppose on some unconscious level, I know how to please people I'm close to, how to please them and when I want to.. but I still can't believe they're right now in their own little world with their own thoughts.
Sitting in a lecture hall with like 150 people and not one of them appeared to be capable of thought.
It's so twisted that I can't grasp this.
Sorry for not responding to anyone the last couple days.