this is mostly just a ramble i'm writing. seems to me like you have problems communicating and establishing "rapport" which just means not being in the same "groove" as other people are when they talk and stuff. i definitely have this problem, establishing communication, effective communication after all is extremely important in this day and age. so you can't get along? do you do what i do? not give a shit? what else can i do, what better way of coping is there than lying on my couch all un-motivated in the land of the free... home of dp.
Fleshy robots
I realized today, in all my evilness and/or dp, that it is incredibly difficult for me to conceive of active thought within another person.
I'm so fucking self absorbed I don't even ask myself what another person might be thinking. It seems the only monitoring I do socially is evaluating how I might come across.
I don't think 'a leads to b' I suppose on some unconscious level, I know how to please people I'm close to, how to please them and when I want to.. but I still can't believe they're right now in their own little world with their own thoughts.
Sitting in a lecture hall with like 150 people and not one of them appeared to be capable of thought.
It's so twisted that I can't grasp this.
Sorry for not responding to anyone the last couple days.
I'm so fucking self absorbed I don't even ask myself what another person might be thinking. It seems the only monitoring I do socially is evaluating how I might come across.
I don't think 'a leads to b' I suppose on some unconscious level, I know how to please people I'm close to, how to please them and when I want to.. but I still can't believe they're right now in their own little world with their own thoughts.
Sitting in a lecture hall with like 150 people and not one of them appeared to be capable of thought.
It's so twisted that I can't grasp this.
Sorry for not responding to anyone the last couple days.
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