Hey everyone,
This is an attempt to describe how I feel...... I know you guys have felt it too and I understand your pain..
I've been in the hospital 3 times because it got so bad... this was a year and a half ago.
Man it's just so strange, I don't know where to begin. Some of the symptoms I'm feeling are I'm usually disoriented in some way or another like a strange type of dizziness... I'm usually zoned out and over analyzing everything I see, but even though my mind feels like its blank, I have a strange feeling in my head like I'm thinking a lot about something... can't quite put my finger on what.. I'm pretty disorganized internally and externally... It's really hard to put my surroundings in order.
Almost always people talk about being disconnected from everything and having no emotional connection... I don't know if they are meaning no emotions, numb, or just feeling disconnected from your emotions...
I have both.. a lot of the time I feel numb, but when I feel emotions, they overwhelm me, good and bad, yet that feeling in my head still persists... I can be really happy about something, and I feel it in my chest as a warming sensation, but it's like im disconnected from it, like I can't truly live in it and be it..
Well anyways, I'm not sure where I'm going with this, but if anyone has any input I'd love to hear it. Also, I was wondering if anyone had any good experiences with any diet modifications or supplements like amino acids or anything. I heard L-Glutamine was supposed to be helpful.
Thanks
