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k so hey everyone my names erica im 23 yrs old n i have been livin with dp now for bout 3 months. this has been HELL! n i wouldnt wish this on anybody. i have been thru alot of crap in my life but this by far is my biggestt challenge. n my challenge is myself. how the hell do i fix this. guess we all wish there was an answer but all we know is to socialize do things to get ur mind off the dp n wat not.. but i have this big problem with myself where i feel like nothin i do is normal. its like everything feels opposite. im constantly payin attention to how i do smthin or how i say somthin. this is freakn annoyin n im tired. im so tired. i just want to get back to my old self. i feel like i have become so sensitive, almost as if i dnt know how to stand up for myself. i feel like i dnt even know how to conversate. which of course ive dnt it my whole likfe so wtf. all i know is this shit is crazy. i feel like i dnt know who iam anymore. i have crazy ass thoguts all the time. n they freak me the freak out. guess today im just havin a down day. i hate that i worry so much. like this dp seriuusly like i know its a dissociatte disorder but for me i look at as a freakn anxiety disorder. cuz i seriuosly worry bout frekn EVERYTHING. mostly bout myself. its like i have thought bout myself so much that im just dumb. or somthin iunno. but ne who im tryin to stay positive but its gettin hard. i guess i need someone to keep me grounded. i do . i really need someone here for me. everyone on this webiste understnds wat were all goin through. i need help changin my way of thinkin. i guess i feel like i cant do this on my own. n of course none my family can help cuz they dnt understand wat im going through. i feel like im just startin to feel like shit bout myself cuz of me getting ths disorder. i fukn hate this!!!!!! please will someone help!!
 
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