I think i'm finally going to do it. Things were going pretty good for awhile, and even when i was depressed i remained hopeful and confident that i could go on. Now i feel nothing. I'm basically emotionally numb, with a few exceptions if i cried really hard, and even then some things still feel muted. I can't enjoy anything and i don't know how to get out of this. I seem to have been made a sociopath somehow, because i just can't feel anything at all, not even empathy, which was really strong before. I'm gonna try nofap for awhile and if that doesn't work then ill at least know i tried.