i don't know what to do either. i feel as if i will never really wake up. i don't like to talk, because i don't recognize my voice. this is just a horrible nightmare, i never get glimpses of coming back to reality, but i have memories of what reality was like and when i was normal that i keep thinking about and pray and yearn to get back to that state. i swear once i get my life back, if ever i will not take things for granted, and if i can get my senses and feelings back as well. i just feel so not here and defeated. i really don' t know what solutions to come up with.